Im very in the mood to blog tonight.
Because, after this post i will be heading straight to bed to prevent from turning synchronic tomorrow morning.lol.

i cnt seems to find a reason to the recent see-saw, going up and down.
its really, even myself also dont know the reason.
I guess those around me feel it too, even my mama=/
god, i think i need some time to put my thoughts together.
and i think it might be draining me of my energy.
if only i have a remote control to choose the channel which i want.
With the correct channel, i can laugh, i can cry, i can have my eyes on it...

im trying my best to be back to my normal self;
im very not used to it myself too.
mayb in the past i was, but that was the past.
I should be looking forward, and be what i am and not what i was.

okay, i should be doing something productive now,
for example sleeping!
hahahah!
okay, good night(: