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22nd June to 23rd July

Symbol: The Crab
Ruling Planet: Moon
Quality: Cardinal
Element: Water
Basic Trait: I Feel
Closest Metal: Silver
Lucky Day: Monday
Lucky Colors: Green, Silver-Grey, Cream and White
Lucky Gems: Opal, Pearl and Moonstone
Lucky Flowers: Daisies and Wallflowers

Cancer zodiac sign has the symbol of 'The Crab'. One of the basic characteristics of a Cancerian is that he is very prone to mood swings, which are matched by changing emotions. At one point of time, you may have seen him in a typical party mood, enjoying himself and laughing at other people's jokes. He may come across as the most extroverted member in the entire group. However, another time, he may be completely introverted, sitting in a corner and lost in his own world. This single personality trait can help you in identifying a Cancer very easily.

A Cancerian will never run behind fame and publicity, but if he ever gets it, he definitely knows how to bask in the limelight. In a melancholic mood, he can become the coldest person on this earth and drown you in his bottomless depression. Cancerians are prone to pessimism and usually hide their fears behind a veil of humor. They love to dream and for them, sky's the limit. When he cries, it is because he is deeply hurt from inside. A harsh glance or a rough tone can easily break Cancer's vulnerable heart.

When he is hurt, he will either cry his heart out or retreat into a silent spell. However, it is rare that he takes revenge from the one who has hurt him. If a Cancer retreats to his shell, you can be sure he will become completely unreachable. He won't pick his phone, answer the doorbell or even check his mail. Another mood that can engulf a Cancer is a snappy one, or you can say a crabby one. He will hate the world and snap at anything and everything. However, you can be sure he is not angry with you and will soon be his normal self again.

While in a conversation, the facial features of a crab will change a number of times, displaying his numerous moods. He has a vivid imagination and at times will drown you in his moods too. Each and every experience affects him and gets engraved in his memory. Cancerians remember everything life has taught them and are true patriots. Past intrigues them and they love to collect antiques, old treasures and ancient relics. They are the perfect keepers of secrets and people automatically confide in them.

However, their own thoughts and secrets are strictly off limits for everyone. A typical cancer will never discuss his personal life with anyone. Compassion and intuition gel perfectly with the Cancer profile. He seldom judges people, just soaks up what comes his way and reflects the same. He will never ever give up an object he cherishes, be it a gift from a lover or the worn jeans he loves wearing. Cancerians have a soft heart; they care about people and are quite helpful. However, they wait to see if someone else is helping.

If the answer is yes, they will sit back and let the other person be the savior. In case no one comes forward; they will be there to rescue you. A Cancer person may come at the last minute, but he will save you just before you are about to drown. He is not selfish, it just that he never wants to be impulsive. But, he will save you nonetheless. Before he makes any move, a Cancerian must be sure of strong backing. Without it, he hates to venture on his own. He does not forget mistakes easily, especially his own.

He will brood over them and take a long time before moving ahead again. Cancerian loves, rather reveres, his home and his loved ones. Too much is not even enough for him. He needs more, more security, more love and more care. Insecurity may lead him to depression and weaken him physically. However, Cancerians have this amazing quality of self-healing. All they require is happiness, optimism and laughter in large doses. They are prone to negative thoughts and are always preparing for the unseen future.

The maxim 'Old is Gold' fits perfectly to a Cancer, whether it is the case of people or things. He is also very good at making as well as managing wealth. He has a large heart and will share willingly if his loved ones are in need. However, wastage, especially of food, is sure to tick him off. All the sensitivity of a crab is hidden beneath his hard shell and it will take much care and love to bring him out of his shell and close to you!


So how?
I chance upon this with google search, and i find it damn it true.
go and take a look at yours, at:
http://www.iloveindia.com/astrology/sun-signs/index.html
(:

I got alot to say.
Do you want to listen?

Im very in the mood to blog tonight.
Because, after this post i will be heading straight to bed to prevent from turning synchronic tomorrow morning.lol.

i cnt seems to find a reason to the recent see-saw, going up and down.
its really, even myself also dont know the reason.
I guess those around me feel it too, even my mama=/
god, i think i need some time to put my thoughts together.
and i think it might be draining me of my energy.
if only i have a remote control to choose the channel which i want.
With the correct channel, i can laugh, i can cry, i can have my eyes on it...

im trying my best to be back to my normal self;
im very not used to it myself too.
mayb in the past i was, but that was the past.
I should be looking forward, and be what i am and not what i was.

okay, i should be doing something productive now,
for example sleeping!
hahahah!
okay, good night(:

To realize
the value of a sister:
Ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize
the value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.

To realize
the value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student whoHas failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth toA premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the tr ain, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one.

Well....This is interesting.....Don't u think so?

The entire thing i copy and paste from one of my very long time ago post.
Had the sudden feel to go back and view my very old posts.
And i did and i discovered that, yes, time makes one changes.

i think im not feeling good at this moment.
since last night, which i also dunno why.
Im at mieko's place and they are really my antidotes(:
Tutor them, play with them, dinner with them, wii with them.
They make me feel better for the day.
I dont know why, but the $#@%$^%$ feeling has been with me for last night and the whole of today.
I want a better tomorrow, 16mins to tomorrow,
will i feel better?
I hope so(:

Dad and bro are coming to fretch me.
okay, bye all!

this is not a random post, but a post to wish little tricia a successful operation tomorrow(:
To all of the above, do give strength and energry to little tricia for her operation tomorrow ya!(:
Jiayou tricia!

Yeaps, as for the day today, with alot of luck from alot of moles, my sqm grp gets the priority to present first. It was really a shock. Cos me and vic was walking towards the classroom from the toilet break, shuf came out as we reached the door and announced that we were going to be the first group to present. HA LEH LU YAH. we both went HUH?. hahah! anw, its also a good thing to be the group to present today becauseeeee we were all prepare, as in we were all in our formal dressing and everything was more or less done-d.
So the presentation was alright; then was laiyin's group to present. We were dismissed 1hour early as MILA got to go to the open house.

During the 2 hours break, went to the old library to help out at the counselling booth with joshua, "psycho-ed" afew groups to join DTRM. lols. then karen, dajie and vic came to find us, and we crap to 2 groups, and back to tutorial class.

Went through the MST papers and then it was M.DEAL:D hahahha! i think im going crazy over the game sialzxzxzxz. LENG LENG is my kou tou chan. hahaha! then part of the class started drawing aliens on the white board. SIBEH NICE, me tell you! okay, tell not enough, let me show you!:D

Credits to nette for taking the photo; and zhong for sending it to mexzxz!
Cute right? the drawing? tho i never lay my hands to draw any of it. but me like the picture:D heh heh!

After the tutorial was GOM proj meeting with norman, love, strawberry and shuf. And i think GOM is the most sians 1/2 project out of so many projects. Cos solve one problem here comes another problem again. sibeh cuizxzxz! but well, i cant use the "just say no" card to this proj. I only can nag and nag here. Okay, i shall stop the nagging and mayb get things going. lol!

Anw, after the proj, i went back cck and met up with my mama! went to NTUC and brought whole lots of staff, and i regretted=( all because of the 10kg rice. wtf, its damn heavyO.O anw, papa was waiting for us somewhere arnd lot 1, so thank goodness i only have to carry it until the taxi stand:D after that was homed, and off again to visit tricia. Now im at mieko's hse. and the night is left with me typing this post cos reiko just went to sleep!

Alright,
goodnight ALL!:D

First thing first.
I almost forgotten abt my papa's bday yesterday, the 6th.
It was when he returned my call and i take a look at my liang xing, then i realise, eh today 6th sial, wednesday sial.
then OPPS! today papa's birthday=/
Gosh, i think my mama and gorgor also forget=/
But anw, i ate dinner with him and even wished hiom happy birthday, and we going to eat zi char on sunday(i hope so) to make it up to him, cos he now sick ah, cant eat too good stuff.
SO i want to wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and GET WELL SOON, dad!:D

I think i forget his birthday is due to all the fcuk projects and school work and other commitments. heh!
Anw, MICE CA1 over, today shall be SQM! heh heh heh!
clearing all the fucked projects is the best hueling:D
ME LIKE, LIKE WHO DOESNT RIGHTZXZXZ?

okayokay, getting late, its 2.11am now.
Tomorrow still have to wake up at 6am to get to sch by 7.15am!
GOODNIGHT DAJIA!:D

HAPPY SCHOOL REOPEN DAY!

short and simple post!
Enjoy your first day in school!
whether it is your first day in primary school, your first day in a secondary school,
or your first day back to the same old school, seeing the same old people. heh!
It should be a happy day!
ENJOY!:D

i think mine is the best lurh,
first day back to the same school, seeing the same people,
and the BEST-EST, presentation at the very start of the day at school.
Nevertheless, i look forward to the MONOPOLY DEAL i will be playing with my group ppl before the presentation. HAHAHAHAH!:D:D:D

okay, goodnight all:D

FIRST POST OF THE YEAR:D

Happy New Year, tho its abit late, but better than dont have.

Back track.
On the 31st. For the rare-est time. I didnt wake up after my mama and papa waking me up, dunno how many missed calls and message. Im supposed to head down to clementi for a match. So i was like fcuk, i didnt wake up sials. after 1minute of deciding whether to chiong down cos im almost 2hours late alrd. afterall, i chiong-ed down and managed to play 2 quarters. haha! Felt good, cos its the last day, last match of year 2009 leh. and we even took photos lurh! hahah! i was the last to reach and the first to leave, cos im having MICE proj meeting in school. haha! my last day of 2009 with projects. Then after the discussion, we ended up playing monopoly deal! eh, very fun sial. Shit buy one! hahaha! me and tham got so addicted to it now. heh! then off to shopshop and buy some ingredients for steamboat at my place with tham, love, estella, jacelyn and angeline. Cadance absent. okay. Countdown infront of the tv, with mahjong infront of me, and not forgetting all the girls who were at my place!(: then continue with mahjong, and afew rounds of blackjack. The session ends off at 7plus in the morning with a few souls flying home. haha!

I spend some hours sleeping and then it was all back to projects. how sad rightzxzxzx? hahahha! anw, it was a proj meeting with my sqm ppl in school. Im glad cos sqm is almost done, left with abit of touch-up and all. ohya, and my training manual. but its the only project i see something coming out of it. idk what im typing, but its just the kind of feeling luh. lol.

2nd was also another proj meeting at tham's place. heh! again, we started with monopoly deal and ended with it. haha! i left early cos i need to go for a family gathering. Bro came to fretch me at yishun, so i cant drag time. sianzxzxzx! i think im addicted to the monopoly deal lurh! SHIT, faster help us buy. hahah! anw, me tham and vic are going to get a set each! hahahha! See, we addicted alrd. LOL!

So all the way to changi for the family gathering and back home to chiong project. now im here to take a break cos i just finish compiling a report. heh heh!

okokay, going back to projects.
Im rushing now, cos i need some time tmr to get my formal wear. like wtf. im having a presentation on the very first day of school. Actually im very nervous ah, thats why the fcuk came out. but who doesnt sialzxzxzxzx! Worst, 1 report deal and another presentation on thursday. Ti gong po bi me! I need time, i need time, i need time. too bad, it doesnt stop ticking becos i need it. okay, im crapping now.

Goodnight world!
its 3.00am sharp now. and im enjoying the silence in my living room:D:D:D