I am falling alrd.
Can anyone running along the track pull me up?
Oh Fcuk, why cnt i just make up my mind?!?
Since i have alrd make my decision, why the hesitation?
Me, myself also dunno the reason.
Mayb i want both?. you can say i am greedy.
Mayb i just hav doubts in my decision?. you can say i am stupid.
Mayb i am just indecisive.
But still, it stays with me. Yes i knw.
Maybe this is the reason to my Hesitation.

AND, I may or may not be able to go on 1/2 day today.
Lets see how it goes later on then!

6. I am counting down,
which means 6 more days and i will leave Q.
I think i will have to urge to come back,
for, the covalent bonds formed here=D
Happy, i will be going on my holiday~~~
It means alot to me! I knw some of you on holiday til rot alrd...
But i am Not *grins*, and with ME, i will help u turn back to Holiday mood! ahahah.
Okies, S-up. I knw i knw...

Well, Monday was fine.
Tuesday was boohoooooo.
Kr2 last min say cnt make it, which causes me and her to go fly kite*
And its changed to yesterday[Wed] lunch.
Thus, yesterday lunch was woohooo...
Kat gave us a ride to vivo, we had lunch at a eh, restuarant?. I forgot the name alrd=X Everyone ate Pasta, i ate something like ala carbonarah~~ Its fulling and of cos nice=p Not to say the salad that we shared... It goes woohooooo~~~
btw, this is for celebration of Kr2 birthday,belated=D

I am tired dead. Something sudden happened just now... Unpleasant one. But it is done and over with, so forget it would be a better choice.

Looking forward to tmr, Leap Day?. ya, 29th. Taking half day to go make kite* ahaha... Check it out in my nxt post yo!=]

Sometimes, Give is reippah than to take.

Take care ppl!

hohohoh...
hehhehheh...
Tomorrow is mondayyyy~
And in 10 working days time, i will be released.
But i will definitely miss HER, jess, Jon, MM=(
I will visit HER whenever i am free, thats for sure=D
And i am looking forward to tues!

Yesterday...
Went for training in the morning...
Rushed home bathe and everything. Met up 2Bs,yt and bp at JE.
Headed to Bugis...
Walked and walked...
shopped and shopped...
Photos to be put up on the nxt post=D

Okies.
And i hit the track this morning with aln.
It was very sunny pls=X
I ran for 5 and jog/walk for 2.
and aln ran 10. I am going to aim that the nxt time round!
But the wheather this morning really can peng kang alrd...ahhaha!

On serious note.
I dont want u 3 to be on a disadvantage stand, and i mean it.

To start this post with happi-NESS.

Last Saturday was <3.
















Okies, back here...
On wednesday, Went to KW hse...
3rd year Hooray! I always look forward to the gathering when CNY is nearing....
And esp this year. I dunno why. guys, nxt year add another gathering, my place=]
That day , i met up with JJ first, he's late and i got him to buy me otah as i was really famished=X Went up KW place. YW, YY and YT were alrd there=D Waited for SL,KB and JH.
And started dinner. Fun, and we were good kids!, we tried our best to finish the food by playing the oldold game. Zhong ji mi ma. haha, everyone got contribute rightright?.
After which is Fondue, altho not those EX ones, but it has always been the highlight of the gathering. With strawberries, apples, bananas and marshmallows. This year additional, wanwan. i didnt try, but i think its nice=D
We played poka too... very de fun!... Until 10 plus 11. My father and mother happens to be in jurong, so PHEW. I got a free ride home. I longbang YW back to her hse too!=D
Oh well, and this gathering marks the end of my CNY, altho its not the last but the last second day of CNY. Trully appreciated. Thanks KW and those who were there!

Photos, Weeeeeeeeee!























And, LOVER! Very sorry, I cancelled our date last minute. But I will meet u up again!. Real sry!

On a bad note,
Todays mood not that good...
Real real not in mood.
I tried to smile, but i think my body just refuses to release happy hormones.
I didnt regret walking into lot one when i was at the interchange.
My intention was to get chips and canned soup.
then i saw shaun and co. talk talk talk, i got better.1
I reached home, I know mother was giving in to me for she knws tat im not in a gd mood even before i came back. and i brought mac from lot one to eat with her, i felt better. 2
Just a few minutes ago, I was on the phone with 2Bs, and i fully turned my mood over!. 3
All these might be wei bu zu dao[nothing] to u, but it means alot to me, and its priceless...
Okies, My happy hormones is back=D

Tmr=training+DATES=]


I hope that this is not true, pls!*cross fingers*

Congrats to those who got into the course Desired,
For the others, i feel that u should go for wad u Want instead of wasting ur Precious Time on the things u Dont even have any interest in it... Well, this is just my opinion=]

I have neither good nor bad feeling abt posting results.
But i am sure that this is the course i want.
It's just that.... I dunno how to put it tho...
ANW, i knw this person who happens to get into the same course as me,
Rand's friend, i dunno who. lol.

i want to stop work asap,
for i still have a list to do and i am going to try them out one by one.
HD can go and die alrd. AHAHA.
Q is the one=(

I got my adi bag from LYY,
its f.big, ahaha...

Okies, not to forget, HAPPY B.BIRTHDAY Lover!
I know ulm, and u knw ily. ahahaha.
Hope u enjoyed ur day yesterday and sorry that i couldnt make it.
Will meet u up one day=], today?

kw inviting us to his house.
its a every year thingy for 3 years alrd...
I miss those days man...
only yr04 and yr05 are my golden years in Westwood.
yr06 is for netball and sls, and yr07 is given to my dearest Os.
There are also inbetweens...
Gosh, there i go again, so i better S-up first.

I will step forward, if u take a step back.
Thats my principle.

Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista
Vista.

This is where i am almost everyday, since the end of Os, like 19th Nov.
Sick.

Today is V day=D
Initially the idea of wad i did on last year's Christmas came back.
Butbutbut....sigh*
okies, its alright.
I think it will be fun today too=]
Meeting up with LYY,YW and KW.
for dinner at PS.
Ahaha, and which means i will claim my addi bag from LYY.
AHAHAHAHA.
I think the bag miss me alot, cos i miss the bag too.
Okies, S-up.

Just now lunch was funneh.
Went to NUS with MM.
Ah ha, we bullshit-ted all the way.
we packed lunch and came back office as HER was too busy for lunch,
we packed for a.jess too!

We were at the pantry,
then vanessa came in,
She was saying that she pass by UOB bank during lunch,
then she saw a guy carrying a big bouquet of roses standing outside the bank,
which she believes that this guy is trying to gao bai to a girl working in the bank.
And she also mention that this guy is very tot", as in those nerdnerd kind...
We all burst into laughter. ahaha... okies, i know, its badXD

EDITTED ON 15 Feb.

Oh well, yesterday's plan was cancelled...
So i changed plan to go to the hospital to pei Ah Gong til night=D
Afterwhich, Uncle and bro came, so we went back tgt....
My battary was totally flat as i was on "Marathon" the night before...
Sleeping at 3am and waking up at 6am.
Thus, I reached home , bathed and lay dead....

Today is FRIDAY=D
ahaha, altho another round of marathon later, but i am still quite gald that its FRIDAY=D

My area here is very de quiet now....
Reason being, HER is not here=( and Sar just left...
but still alright cos got MM and jon...
Ahahaaha...
Its always good to laugh together with them=D

Alrights, thats all!
Oh ya, there's training tmr and i am meeting LYY~~~
Woohooo~~~
And i miss Bestiie=(

There will always be endless of Question marks...

SADDDDDDDD.
FCUK the Com i am using.
There goes my work=(
There goes my precious afternoon.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Actually, i decided on 2 dates, 29feb and 7mar.
But, it seems to drag on....
Actually i dun mind, butbutbut.... I have got 20 over things on list=(
Nvm, i think i shall just wait for the 19th to come then decide.

If it is a everyday thing,
I will be happy=D

hohoho!
Happy Cheena New Year=D

Its been some time since i last blog-ged.
Well, This week is so oh relaxing!
Due to CNY, I put myself away from work from tuesday til sunday.

Tuesday was initiated one, cos i want to go shopping=D
And i am quite satisfied with the results, altho altho, I did not manage to get sight of any nice addi bag=( So i decided to get the white and green one from JP. Ahaha, after so long[cos i wanted to buy it like last week?], i still brought it. Cos i was lazy to travel to JP on tuesday, LYY helped me to purchase it first. I havent collect it from her yet=/

My aim aim aim, is to get that red Casio Z77 camera=D
Oh well, i think i gonna spent first, and chiong money back.
Anw, after today, from the coming week onwards, i am gonna be workalcoholic.
I know its bad for health, but i have got no choice u see?. ya, u see=]
And i have decided to leave Q by feb, before march.
I gonna do something else, so stay tuned to my blog XD
Ahahahaha. Its alright if u dun stay tuned la huh=D

Andandand, my phone camera suddenly REVIVED.
But still, Casio red is my decision=]

Firstday of CNY, nothing much but something special this year.
We headed to hos instead of waiting at home.

okies, i have got things to say.
eh, how should i put it?.
I mean, life is primary. right?. Agree?. YES!
so, cfuk the one who is trying to get that kind of msg across.
As for me, i have plenty of questions for u,
so u better dun reply with "I cant answer u this question".
I mean if u cant answer, then who can answer?.
U expect me to ask the one at the top?.
I wonder how u qualify in the first place, if u ever answer me with that.
the manner outside and the attitude inside has alrd turned me OFF.

Second day of CNY,
Went to mother side there....
then to hos and went imm for a walk, brought dinner at mac, home sweet home.
And i did stupid things like playing cards on my own in the middle of the night.
Reason being, I was damn it bored.

Third day of CNY,
I woke up at 11 plus 12 by LSM.
blablabla and float to her hse with HXY.
HXY's taxi was duper fast that i kept her waiting=/
Reached SM's hse, bainian, lunched and poker.
until 5pm, i went to hos and they went to vien's hse first.
I joined them later after my dinner.
And we Inbtw and poker til 12 plus.
I went off with SM.
Tada. Was back home at 1am...
And i blablabla til 2plus.
And so, I woke up at 11 today.

okies. I have got to stop here.
Tag me=D ahahahahaha

Woohoo.
Well, I am in office now.
3 more hours to go~~~

And hence, I changed the picture above=]
The other 5, pardon me for putting this up.
But its just that i find this photo really nice, [duhhhh!!!]
I editted it, giving our shadows an outline.
Nice?.
from left: Jaslyn, me, Vivien, Cindy, Xiaoyin then Shimin.
If i did not rmb wrongly.
6Bangies'05!

Thats all!

Oh ya,
My muscles located at my shoulders are aching.
Due to yesterday's gymming.
And my stomach is playing drum rolling since today morning,
Not of hunger, it just likes to play drum rolling,
Which makes me feel like rolling.

Life nowadays are nononono....

Frankly speaking, there is NO atmosphere for CNY. Agree?. Okies, maybe its just that i am not in a mood?... Every year, we will repeat the same old proceedure. But for good, it will be the time where gatherings come, and we will get to interact... But to me, interacting is a everyday thing. it does not come by only during CNY....

Well, and my CNY wish did not come true=(

Transit link sucks. FOR STUDENTS LIKE ME. Adult fare is bad enough, but the rule of not giving adult fare ppl monthly concession make it worse. Fcuk it. 3days 10 bucks. 1 month goes up to 100 bucks okay?... And it will go on until april, when we are enrolled to somewhere. Which means 2 more months to go.... *Niam niam niam*

There are good things tooo=]

-XY treated me dinner yesterday, reason being, I have got not so bad results.
Thanks for the meal=]

-KW gave me and LYY roChe, which he says that it was having offer. haha. ANW, Thanks for the RoChe=D

-I had a good day out yesterday with LYY and yt,
I did all sorts of funny things at bugis yesterday. LOL.
Delifrance with LYY was~~~~~~~
Tuna Croissant, chicken croissant and LLY's hot coffee=]

-HER, MM, A.Jess and Jon are loves.
With them at work, it will give me motivation, esp HER=]

-All those Da jiejie and Da korkor in Q are likes too
Those advices are good, all good or bad, I take it and appreciate it=]

Argh, And i really hope that... I will get into my first choice,
TOurism and Resort Management,
it doesnt matter whether its SP or NP.
JUST THIS COURSE!
Feb 19 feb 19 feb 19!

Oh well, and where is my casio red one and the one with 4 wheels on each side?
well well well, it might take me years=(
Fast forward fast forward, please.
For, i want it badly.

okies, thats all!
Good Night!

You will be the another one which makes me lose my confidence.



This kind of feeling is nv a want